bru

不理時間的人
”我努力了很久 也已經能習慣了這樣的生活
有孤單有快樂 而有些人不需要聯絡

走了 我再也不理時間了 讓那些夢慢慢生疏
愛情的美 也許因為會飛走”

有些歌是满情绪得 特别这个
一听见 就会到回去 完美记忆的路线


两天前 就走到去 roma street parklands
一个美丽的花园 靠近中央火车站
放松的时刻加…于浪漫太阳下的气候
真给人一个 不能表达的感觉

每一次去散步 都会带我的好朋友 ipod 一齐
也许他也有名吧 叫做 keith white 已经跟我接近三年了

偶尔食品也是一个好的建议.. 特别是蛋糕
就能坐在树下 一边吃 一边感受风景
和每一学所谓的怀念


本身..对生活的感受 其实沒办法了解
觉得.. 就这样过吧.. 只能安慰自己
一定会有好的日子过
真累..可是渐次吧

曾经想开一件餐馆
也多么想把他叫做 pillbo 餐厅
真殊的名 给一件餐馆
不管这样 心里上还是会祝福得

还有一个名 evelyn 我蛮喜欢得
下次如果有女儿 可能会把他 举这个名

十二月份 会跟妈妈去日本
也可能会去 tokyo disneyland
好的瞬间 块要来喇
就不管.. 不管.. 努力!! -_-''''

written/photo'd by
- keith

fri

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quiz5

wch cartoon character did i use to idolize as a child?
a) thundercat
b) power ranger
c) doraemon
d) big bird
e) ninja turtle

quiz4

where is my nickname originated from?
a) given by parents
b) own's idea
c) suggested by a friend
d) seen in a tv commercial
e) taken from gigi's twin bro

quiz3

which country was i born?
a) brunei
b) singapore
c) malaysia
d) US
e) china

quiz2

Of all of God's beauty creations, wch i admire most?
a) rain
b) sun
c) snow
d) rainbow
e) wind

quiz1

what is my surname?
a) leung
b) wong
c) tan
d) kim
e) fong

Q

after moments of..., its time for a break shall we?
anyone up for a quiz? its "quiz abt keith".. evryone welcome to participate xD

琪

day
其实.. 有时候 生活中 都会面对一些.. 快乐跟不快乐的事..
时间在走.. 每分每秒.. 不管这么样 世界还是一样
记忆是完美.. 却是一个察觉.. 想的多 可傻可沒结果
只有自己.. 能表达 生活的 理由.. 为了爱..
勇敢的 生活下去..

"i will only take it a step at a time.. i've no expectations.. but i'll try willingly.. as ever."

mei.. the history with gigi starts with this song. 1st album- 1st track i ever listened.. 花火 (fireworks). i kept playing this song again & again. captivated by her voice. soon, i began to admire her songs- wch are mostly ballads.

i've put 3 songs- 1) 花火 2) 归属感 (loyalty) 3) 高妹正傳 (tall girl biography). 归属感 is popular in china, 高妹正傳 is her best song award- top 10 hk songs of the year. plse do enjoy.
most important. tk`

night
just nw i was dining over an italian pizza place in toowong.. seemingly, the owner of the place saw me eating just by myself.. asked my name. then he went st8 to the fridge, grab a bottle of juice & put it on my table. i saw customers having to pay 3$ for a bottle of coke. whilst during the feast, the radio played jason mraz "im yours". hw can be a coincidence.

- keith

kei`

2day.. i feel a bit different. bit demeaning to my stature.. i guess i also ended up filling my eyes.

i hid the last post. i guess its hard, especially when you had to recollect the sight of a perfect memory.. a mesmerizing inspiration & once a friend. its sad when you knew you had let it off.. after miles of judgement, to leave behind wt's unbearable & find it return to you, when u just had to ignore.

i wished to hug her, yet wish i cud keep onto my promises.. to cont the independence she's instilled upon.. after leaving me for some time. i remember the days..

we'd promise each other- in 3 years time if i graduated frm med, she'd give me a samoyed.. & i'd offer her a mini pig for her imminent psych degree. i remembered our days in lectures.. we'd go thru with pen-clicking & jokes even with the lecturer still doing his job . i remembered.. her releasing her 1st tears, wch totally soften my heart & sympathy to wch i had to console.. i remembered her one day, body-butting me from behind till i almost fell over to the floor.

i remembered the day we were preparing to get our graduation outfits.. & you never knew how much i suffered when she did not graduate. i remembered the days we had never gone below 3 hrs each time in sizzler restaurant.. we're such a chattable pair. lastly, i remembered the day.. u wished me valentine's day even when i've got nothing to do with it.. i remembered all these.

i mourn bcoz i'd let go.. i mourn bcoz i really had let go. we still've got so many years in front of us, its such a waste. but here, plse do move on. its sad.. i really wish you safe. im done here.

- keith

feel'8

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coast

more pics & words. i try to make this post brief & swift. this post will be mixed, in terms of feelings.

i myself, 've never been to lots of events in brisbane. i guess.. tt brings abt a no. of feelings in terms of hw i'd get to enjoy with frens & all tt. but tt changed just recently. i'd never had so much outings as i did in the last 3 days- i hadn't been to ekka, the buddha fest, any other. last weekend i had 3 st8 days of exploration.

fri nite- i was invited to pbl tutor's place at calamvale. a bus abt 45 mins had me to sunnybank before my mate picked me up frm ter. it was good indian food & wine. sat nite- i had a swim at noon, then at nite we went to river festival.. my 1st time in 3 years. the trip ended me with a deep feeling. sun- my long fren, sharon decided tt we head for an excursion to gold coast 4 the weekend. we'll be having the following week off, so its a good time for a break.. it was just awe.

with the help of ranald's advice, we visited the burleigh heads beach & Q1, which is the tallest residential tower in the world. it was a tall 77th floor & we had an exquisite aft tea over the whole scenery of the coast. burleigh heads is one of the prettiest beach of brisbane. other than tt, silly sharon got me to a distant trip to david leagh's wildlife park, wch we got to see just.. a snake & a crocodile, one of each.

in the end i spent a 100$, including the last in sizzler. it was well enjoyed, but after tt, my life came across a reality check- im short of cash! i beared for a moment, no money for food or transport.. i had to withdraw frm my brunei bank. least im aware, money is tt imprtnt. w.o. it im quite close to hopeless.

on another story- after my last post, 2 of my closest souls- sis & shee mei sent me a msg. they commented on the emotion of it, and also shared abt their frenship fiascos. i guess not all ppl have close frens to rely on to an extent.. as u grow up. im lucky to have 1 or 2.
meanwhile, im a bit worried abt the effort 4 my exam preparation. i hope i'll be in the groove for the next 2 months. wish me luck guys. love u guys-

- keith

time

just words 2day
remember this song guys? :) subtle yet- full of emotions. those of you who've kept in touch with my blog for last years should've known when this was played b4. im just naming a few- sharon, pascal, crysteen, yung soon, anonymous, shee mei, the rest. it was played near the end of my last blog. tnx for helping me then guys.

ever had the feeling when u had to face smeth u never faced b4. lets say a sudden change of life due to an event or, a news u heard. ever had the feeling when u had to face a sudden abrupt event such as death of a loved one, or a parent receiving a futile diagnosis for only a few months. how wud u feel if u're in the position?

i myself 've never faced one, as an adult. im contemplating hw things might change in the course of 10 years frm now. the feeling is quite vulnerable, isn't it. u never knw wt lies ahead, as you'd always wish them safe & sound. u wish they'd be there to see you grow.. & change as u start a new era of life. u hope they'd be there with u to cherish the times 2gether.

the thing i've learned is we need to cherish the present. there's no way of deciding for urself the future nor rationale wt's past. just the present- we need to work hard to make full use of our lives.. for those who cud not achieve. we need to enjoy.. make use of the time we have.. we just need to live-in.
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anywy.. i've just come back from a seminar regarding our 3rd & 4th year rotation. very inspired by the idea that im going to be in 3rd year soon. yet, really hoping i cud make it to tt point. i've studied for.. say if this year completes- 5 years. 5 years..! i always tell myself i need to make it to the 7 mark & be ter to see the glory. its challenging coz i've lived quite by myself. i realised a lot of personal change, yet.. i knw i cud just cont on to build up myself.. so i cud be a better person.

on the way, i reminisced..
things changed. even in the scope of just 2 years. personally, i felt i've 'lost'.. 3 best frens. once very dear to me. they're not frm home. its just.. things turn out with time.. tt u never knew why or know how. nothing really happened. but they just faded.

anywys..
for u guys at present, u guys rule,
& plse do rule often k :)

- keith

救一個

i remember my last post was on the start of olympics. 2day it is the closing. hw fast, hw slow its been.. 2 weeks & a half. china did very well.. as was australia. do the names ring the bell?- stephanie rice, steve hooker, sally mclellan, libby trickett & the rest. u make australia proud. it was exciting watching u guys. u guys are great :)

recorded a voice 2day.. 你救哪一個 a gigi's song. one of my favs. tts all for nw~Boomp3.com

- keith

8.8

2day is a very fruitful day.. i dunno wer to start.

i woke up spontaneously at 5.30 am, couldn't sleep. did a bit of read on talley connor. when it was 7, me & khairul got out to catch the bus. it arrived half an hour late but we arrived on par to make it for pbl, least only 15 mins late.

after pbl, i had a chat with my pbl tutor- kanchana. it was heartful, & given advices and sharing tghts abt what's ard us. after tt, i embarked onto a full throttle- had 3 assignment sheets signed, in doing so did 3 phy exams on respiratory, hematology & GI, assessed by 3 different doctors. it was effortful i tell you.

i needed to go to each ward, find a registrar or if not there page them. wait a few hours interval, page them again.. to decide 4 a suitable time. whilst waiting, i made use of the time to visit my coach dr. michelle, a respiratory consultant, on regards to my status. had a chat abt academics. then spent the rest to write a mail to mal just to sort things out.

fuff.. in the end i got all things done & was pretty exhausted! it ended at 4 pm. had juice to quench my thirst & nw typing this. i will nap soon for 2 hrs, then call back home the usual fri nites. wt life` olympics starts 2day~ beautiful time to start.. 8.8.08- 8.08pm. just hope the best for china` :) - keith

u

how can i.. 想不開
用一秒燦爛換你真心喝采

how can i.. 在等待
你點燃蘊藏在我心中的所有色彩

dreamy song..
you feel smeth from this.

keith-
u ask urself y u lived the way u do nw. u wish smeone cud tell.. y u lived this way. u also wish smeone cud tell.. y ppl treat u in their ways. tt you never knew.. nor cud understand.
y u wish for love.. to fulfill ur life.. care to tighten ur intentions & a kiss.. just once enough.. to make u feel warmth. but y.. seemingly, life can be daunting.. to realise aside the desires, u had smeth else to fulfill.. & hw long can u keep on for?

hw can i? 想不開
for once, i never knew
letting go can be heartful

hw can i? 在等待
for just one greeting
其實祝福下都好 is it hard?

3 more months,
but i already feel like sobering
can i motivate myself?
to live well.

- keith

spa

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rain

its been raining the few days.. and the little puddles along the road have exploited the weakness of my sandals. its jam here in indoroo given its thurs nite. im feeling a bit so im taking a break 4 a while.. knwing myself really well, im known to keep things so long & worn till they wud.. if my mom sees this, she wud literally hit me already.. haha -_-'''

erm.. these few days is a bit tense. not sure whether its coz im not working to my best or is it im working too much? i just feel tgh its 1 month past 2nd sem & 3 mths to finals, im feeling a bit anxious. i guess nw its time to start be a bit serious. "y so serious?"- the joker

just update on a few happenings. aside frm a simple week, i had a special nasi lamak treat last weekend with the brus. its touching coz i was late & ranald had to fetch me from toowong & they waited for me b4 they'd start. malu eh.. anywys.. tnx for the treat guys. it was yaman! i was also invited to faris farhan place the day b4. the brothers haf been in 'bluehouse' for quite a while, and they've moved out to this wonderful apart in quay street. I remembered the 1st days i was in brisbane, living in the house with them. it was when liyah was still ter, it gives me memories & my 1st brisbane impression- dried leaves in winter, cold wind & crow gackles tt can be qte naturalistic. :)

living in brisbane can be qte "independent" of sort coz u're living by urself. the 1st few years im here, i relied on character & some frens along the way. i remembered the days when life used to call for me to be persistent. nw tt i've lived here for almost 3 years, i admit i've misunderstated some frenships tt are qte imprnt. damit has alwez been a helper, as well as khai. we'd gather in the weekends, play or work.. etc. times so i won't have to feel "too on my own" as i progress on..
my usual active measures account for jogging for 5km frm city back and swimming. i love love LOVE.. to swim in uq pool.. i guess its really good for stress- relieving. just tse few days, its been raining.. i'd hope it'd be sunny tmrw so i can go pool again. another of my leisure is listening to cheer. she's a guitarist, pure fantastic lyric composer & voice. look look LOOK how cute is she.. post continued.. - keith

memoirs

continued- posted is a song sung by gigi, lyric & guitared by cheer (for comfort listening especially for this post, adjust to 25% volume. cheery guitar & nice vocals.. :)).

nw this post is on memoirs. its been a long time since i've looked back & see the wonders of life tt reminds me.. im still good.. still blessed.. still down to earth with all tt i have. good memories are a wonder and can always be recalled. they put a smile to ur face.

1) back when i was small, i went to my 1st overseas destination- sgpore.. tt was most remembered trip.. being to shops with mom & sis and Sentosa during Christmas.. songs were playing.. env was made up.. animals.. there were animals! cable cars.. most remarkable. in my 20s, i stepfooted hongkong. it was the best. i love the culture, the food, Disneyland was just the best.. visiting my idol gee was just ineffable. i tq my mom for this.

2) i remembered being with sis once in a grand draw, after her name was published in a local newspaper for the draw of a car with 3 other contestants- euro 04. it was intense but when she got the right key to open the car door, the whole family went berserk. she won the hyundai, wch is my regular loved one since im driving it nw.. sis is nw a lawyer, doing masters. in my heart, i've alwez had confidence in her.. she's a great woman.

3) i remembered the days as a newbie in brisbane. a new post came & i saw this wonderful box full of chocolate eggs, a drawing and pictures of arsenal stadium. it was my 1st great surprise frm a fren. she's just.. and i tq for tt. i wish u all the best.

4) whenever i go swimming, i'd look back at the days when i used to go out to pool with one of my best lads, thomas. tt was years back when life was in rigors, he brought me out to swim every week & chat abt issues and stuff. i'd say he had literally saved my life then. a great buddy.. he'd always be one.

5) my days in judah1 will alwez be remembered. days were full of inspiration, hope-giving and love frm the family.. the frens won't be forgotten no matter. you guys were great.

6) a legacy, but worth mentioning. she created the best outing as a fren, best times in lunch with a fren, a cny dinner.. we never made it less than 3 hrs. she's great.. my frens wud alwys ask abt her.. tq pillbo. lizzy, brought me to watch shutter with anther guy whom she despised. she clung to me the whole movie, it was funny. the incredibles were the most vital link memories with her.

7) pejman who lived with me a year ago came back coz he suggested tt keith was still ter. unfort i told him shallen has moved out. we were the best 16, riverview hsemates. i will alwez remember the days- miss shallen too. sharon, on the other hand, is always worth mentioning. a good fren in brisbane.

8) i remember starting blogging exactly 3 years ago. since then, im a keen regular blogger. ter are changes along, and i loved to ponder upon tt. keithlink was 1st and live-in came. i hope to retain my interest in it.

nw view these memories. tt is all :)

voice

this post is about singing.

i remembered the 1st time i sang a song was during my childhood. i memorised a chin song, an old song. it was 10 years of age and i was already in front of my uncles aunties, sent up by them viz the red packet. then.. i never liked singing just as i never liked football. the whole interest changed as soon as i grow up a bit, in the ages 15+.

i picked up my 1st real album- it was sammi. it was ok. i tght of buying some albums, just maybe sort of to take an interest into music. my age puts me into call. 2nd album. it was very random.

i saw this beautiful, young lady in front wearing a white long sleeve shirt, looking sentimental. i just grapped it. as i soon as i turned it on, hear the 1st track- i fell in love with her voice and her type of music. soon i took her up as an idol. and now its been 6 years. coz of her i started to like music. and coz of her i started to like singing. play this song which shows her voice talent. she sings an eng song- imagine.


i got to admit im not really good at singing, but i love it. smetmes i envied those singers who 'can' sing.. who has the best voice and easily create any sort of tune they want. by singing, you can just captivate anyone.. sentimentally.. heartedly.. anther singer i envied is andy hui. you shud watch his moment when he got the best male award. i think tt is the best presentation moment in JSG history.

i put up my voice-2. haha.. just dun bleed ur ears. its a bit jiberish. this song is one of the best by andy.


- keith