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just, came back frm a sungkai dinner at a fren's place. it was packed, many food. lots of gd food. its actually an event organised by bris-bne society. we've a good social group here. very close in fact, non-racial, very very.. special :) im qte popular ter smehw.. so nw, whilst they're praying, i went back to damit's place & settle down alone.. have some time for myself for a while.

i appreciate thomas. u knw.. until nw, he's a caring fren who deserves to be my bestman one day. evrytime when i talk to him, we'll share the vast things abt life.. asking each other "how's things going". like just moments ago, he'd share.. just the tght u knw we're comfortable, ter's noth wch seems to be a hindrance in terms of our frenship so yea.. just wna say its been years. u've been ter. i say tnx.

recently, b4 anything this week, i've been thinking abt sme ppl. smetmes.. along the road when i do, i'd tell myself.. regardless of hw things may be, i look forward. i tell myself.. for the things i've let go, i had & i will. i knw one day.. all it matters is you trying to fight for life.. do ur own thing.. & tt all the waste will definitely avert away. but here for the last, i'd just want to give it away. i knw its worth it. i miss you my fren. you're cute. so sorry.. but i've gone.

hah.. its sad isn't it.. i'm actually really working myself thru these exams.. & of coz as a mention def, i'll meet my frens back home. actually i've met new frens along the way- i may meet soon. melanie.. a food expert. yan shiang.. a mozzie charmer. so yea, anticipating to meet you guys soon :)

i just wna pray for my aunt who's life is currently under threat by lymphoma. she's been critical, low in platelets thse few days & CV compromise. altgh it seemed as if its a matter of days.. i really hope i cud make it just in time to meet her. she's been really sick.

another thing. i dunno y im qte emotional nwdays. one day whilst i was walking along the pathway of my working hospital, i saw a middle-aged (40s) man feeding his elderly mother with subway sandwich. she appears paresthetic- the man puts a plastic bag, covering her neck like a napkin you'd put on a baby whilst eating porridge. at the sight, my heart went deep & i released a drip of tears. o my.. really touching it is.

ok.. i think tts it. its feel for this post. you tk` & just haf a gd weekend ppl :) you're all worth it.

love,
keith