20.4 update
life is still solemn. yet not. sitting along in uq cafe this morn, a live guitarist playing soothing music while singing melody. relaxing. this wed carpet cleaning for my room. concomitantly on janet's bday. will be clean dustless soon. makan hse at west end. eating with mates is such fun. reminded me of home. swimming is tiring. staying over is too. time to return to books. not feeling for the moment.
- keith
April 19, 2008
April 17, 2008
amb
on ambiance
tse days i've been doing well so far. getting into stance on both life & work. this career is vital as it is interesting. evryday, im reminded to do some work even if ter isn't a plan. work least to make me bit competent. i walked alone but never tght i was. coz i learnt to appreciate chance i've got.
i feel. im human too. 2day shallen called. she moaned of her stay with her new mates & wanted to move out. it a pity with the issues she had. all i cud do was ask her get help from janet. hope she'll be fine. missed her 'bubbliness' at home.
once in a while i'd feel for ppl. i tght of someone. a fren, a really gd fren. miss the days when we're in the same course. she'd be funny, teasing & just lovely. even as frm her recent quote, i'd want to reply her and say, "love hk.. love hk.. i love hk!!" i tght y i had reacted badly then. she's a fren. she shud be as happy as it is with both of us. we shud be good frens :)
feelings are sensitive issues, but they can be anything positive. the point is "feelings you feel for ppl are unique and they should be dealt with both sides maturely". its very imprnt tt you have feedback frm both sides so you dun get the feeling this relationship (frenship) is going to end. most often things dun turn out tt way. its always a close end, ended with hurt.
ambiance for you (3)
- keith
tse days i've been doing well so far. getting into stance on both life & work. this career is vital as it is interesting. evryday, im reminded to do some work even if ter isn't a plan. work least to make me bit competent. i walked alone but never tght i was. coz i learnt to appreciate chance i've got.
i feel. im human too. 2day shallen called. she moaned of her stay with her new mates & wanted to move out. it a pity with the issues she had. all i cud do was ask her get help from janet. hope she'll be fine. missed her 'bubbliness' at home.
once in a while i'd feel for ppl. i tght of someone. a fren, a really gd fren. miss the days when we're in the same course. she'd be funny, teasing & just lovely. even as frm her recent quote, i'd want to reply her and say, "love hk.. love hk.. i love hk!!" i tght y i had reacted badly then. she's a fren. she shud be as happy as it is with both of us. we shud be good frens :)
feelings are sensitive issues, but they can be anything positive. the point is "feelings you feel for ppl are unique and they should be dealt with both sides maturely". its very imprnt tt you have feedback frm both sides so you dun get the feeling this relationship (frenship) is going to end. most often things dun turn out tt way. its always a close end, ended with hurt.
ambiance for you (3)
- keith
April 8, 2008
新始
(edited)
I don’t knw how to start
一路来, 我都以为 keith 是一个很乖 很诚的小孩子
可是我错了.. 这么能够做了那么 出格的事
在很懆脆的情况下, 为了麻自己 ..
不离不弃的.. 做了对自己蛮失望的事
I’ve tried my best to live
我已经蛮 努力了.. 既然能够 生存在这个世界上
这么还是感到不滿, 我真的不是人
我会爬 我会走, 恐怕我也会跌
当我跌时候, 我真的很想其一些人
偶尔会问 ‘how are you?’
他们不见了..
却觉得生活 是蛮孤独吗?
还是人生就是会为了人, 伤害自己
I tried never to think abt it
拥有你 coz you’re my fren
可是我蛮迷你得
犯的错不是说很大
而其实 能给一个机会 反省自己
对自己更加的爱
最后所 梁咏琪讲的..
'爱情是一个归属感'
trust me, i’ll do my best
I’ll feel naturally
- keith
