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once in a while i tght of her. maybe in the sense, expecting feedback betw us. i had let go.. & am pretty sure she'd either. just maybe wanted to be more of a fren agn. gave her a b'day gift by coincidence. never knew it was her b'nite, instinctively rushed to get a movie card and pass it to a fren. i think it was a sign i'd already forgiven. just wanted to show im ok nw. ter wasn't follow-up.

smetimes its my hope tt we get into touch again just like lizzy, my 2nd, giving me quotes nw. im sure she's let go of my blog just like me. hadn't visited hers for ages on the basis of my decision to let go. then it was really hard to let go both the frenship and community i'd once loved. herethere 5 stages of grief- one wch was anger once poured onto her. i apologised for my pure grieving process.

here i tght maybe its best accepted we're in different lives nw, wch meets for separation and then to go on freely frm here. frenship is never expected coz of our differences. i guess even if things are expected, we dun get them. all i'd wish now is for a handshake.

still i'm leading my own so.. let it be a past memory of goodness & may you live life the rest in a pure good way.

- keith