i was heading for a nap but its 8pm already.. after 2.5 hrs on the phone. buggered.. letharged.. soon to bed.
i had a long talk with mom. ard an hr or so. heart talk.. wch generally came abt myself. bugged abt hardships.. stress.. cud only let it out to her as i had no one else to. i think its the first time i've ever let out academic issues to my parents tis yr. knwing tt most i cud handle, nor i seldom even let out personal problems or talk abt it with my family. i tght i rather had it within me and resolve it. but it was a bit too much tis time.
aft tt i talked with ys. an hr or so. its been long.. we laughed out so loud during the whole converse. missing the times of chat and laughs, the call ended without credit.
aft all tt, i felt different. it reflected hw well i am deprived of all tse. in this all' lonely world. i had also time to reminisce b4hand.. b4 conversing with mom and ys. if i had the chance to go to next yr, ter wud be a change. emm.. tis sem has a slight downfall. proly due to a few mixed pieces here and ter, life's bulging down.. so in next yr, i wud be moving out of indoroo for a new start. wna exp a new place after 2 years. plus a cheaper plce so i wud haf more money to spend on books and food.
im lacking social touch. lacking few frens. im seeing a few resolutions. proly to make things-life a bit better. but i'll see how. gna build up my physicals.. gna involve smethn. we shall see..
ok.. a few memoirs/influences to end tis post- 35.. b4 i had to go off last on this huge exam. wish me luck guys, if u care.. for nw, live-in.
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year 4long journey ahead... - keith
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