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我已经想通了
used this day for exercise.. after 2 hrs to city and back, mind becomes clearer. during it, i tght many things..

realised life can be unjust.. occasionally while wandering ard in a normal day, wud see things that are not of favor or things typically leaving an unsettled heart. then I asked, ‘yao ho pit le?’

many times, will think of unjust.. will often back to negative modalities.. BUT.. start to think.. so many things in this world.. so many things.. best to see the beauty side of it.

I decided life nw is limited.. my decision.. I decided I cud not go back to the times.. coz im not meant to be.. so many ppl in this world, I admit not all of them are destined to be in goodness together. I may meet hundreds of acquaintances, only to find one special friend. so as well as I admit, many things in the past.. is no under our control.. yet best is to find a way to get around it.. think the beauty side of it.

past is beautiful.. many things once beautiful, now has become ugly, can still be beautiful.. because each of these added wouldn’t become the me today without them. wudn’t find the meaning of who I am without them..

I typically tght how once I kept expecting.. frm ppl.. frm life.. wch cant be given.. n one thing u cud do.. either change the world or change ur thinking.. then.. changing thinking is more feasible. for all things happened, its okay.. just say.. its okay…

for all I can say, life is a complicated matter. but to go forth, one should learn to appreciate.. during times of hardship. smetmes need to keep reminding. learn the positive way of it, whilst living the life long ahead.. coz ter are many things still beautiful yet we’re to discover.

im waiting..
- to be proud of myself agn in grad
- to be a competent dr.
- be in empire resort.. enjoying evening nature
- go on stage and sing a 1st good song
- meet my best fren frm m'sia
- meet someone..

so now since I know what I want.. like gee said, "no matter if the whole world hates you, never hate yourself.."

- keith