time

just words 2day
remember this song guys? :) subtle yet- full of emotions. those of you who've kept in touch with my blog for last years should've known when this was played b4. im just naming a few- sharon, pascal, crysteen, yung soon, anonymous, shee mei, the rest. it was played near the end of my last blog. tnx for helping me then guys.

ever had the feeling when u had to face smeth u never faced b4. lets say a sudden change of life due to an event or, a news u heard. ever had the feeling when u had to face a sudden abrupt event such as death of a loved one, or a parent receiving a futile diagnosis for only a few months. how wud u feel if u're in the position?

i myself 've never faced one, as an adult. im contemplating hw things might change in the course of 10 years frm now. the feeling is quite vulnerable, isn't it. u never knw wt lies ahead, as you'd always wish them safe & sound. u wish they'd be there to see you grow.. & change as u start a new era of life. u hope they'd be there with u to cherish the times 2gether.

the thing i've learned is we need to cherish the present. there's no way of deciding for urself the future nor rationale wt's past. just the present- we need to work hard to make full use of our lives.. for those who cud not achieve. we need to enjoy.. make use of the time we have.. we just need to live-in.
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anywy.. i've just come back from a seminar regarding our 3rd & 4th year rotation. very inspired by the idea that im going to be in 3rd year soon. yet, really hoping i cud make it to tt point. i've studied for.. say if this year completes- 5 years. 5 years..! i always tell myself i need to make it to the 7 mark & be ter to see the glory. its challenging coz i've lived quite by myself. i realised a lot of personal change, yet.. i knw i cud just cont on to build up myself.. so i cud be a better person.

on the way, i reminisced..
things changed. even in the scope of just 2 years. personally, i felt i've 'lost'.. 3 best frens. once very dear to me. they're not frm home. its just.. things turn out with time.. tt u never knew why or know how. nothing really happened. but they just faded.

anywys..
for u guys at present, u guys rule,
& plse do rule often k :)

- keith