actually i'll just a write an entry..
i had a chat with thomas just nw. we had a bit of exchange of feels as frens. i guess for him he had only me as a best fren.. and as for me, i really missed him. u knw.. life here in brisbane.. u just can't find the type who meddles in the way u wanted.. its such lifeless.. and i guess home is always the place for welcome n warmth
if i were to write in the case of this "present time", i guess i'd miss only two frens. one is abhi and one is thomas. i think the reason of hw harsh life is in brisbane, has let me to think.. i've let go the rest. i guess in my respect, genuine frens are the ones who'd ask abt u.. think abt u.. treat u as a fren basically, in the respect of exchange of love and warmth. smeone who cares and.. i just miss tt
i admit the harshness of hw some can be.. especially female frens.. knowingly judging frenships wrt the opp sex.. i also knw tt- i just wanted to knw.. hw some.. have tght abt me.. at all? regardless of tse fights.. conflicts.. i just want to have a peaceful heart to knw.. tt u'd care.. despite the difference we had to be.. giving me the feedback "hw you are".. "hw're you doing"..
aside tt, i just miss life..
i miss everything..
frm the past & present..
i'll go ahead with my career..
with life changing frm end to end.
hw i've envied some with ones..
to care and to forgo with them..
each & everytime of the day..
as for i.. turning 23 soon..
hw well can i cope w/o love.
i've been scarred.
but im getting on well..
i'm tough.
but im striving..
its the feeling you feel at the end of the day..
hw much misses you can feel for the ones
you've lost.. who've let go..
who stopped caring you anyway.
i hope you enjoy this song.
faithful by gee.. tk ppl..
- keith
3 comments:
Hehe..
How are you, Keith?
Time to let go. Be happy.
what is the reason u'd come back to me, despite what we had been thru, and care.. whilst others wudnt?
wt is the reason for me to let go when i knew i cud be frens.. y isnt there care? y cant she be like you.
Why did I come back?
I know it was hugely my fault for not handling the situation well back then, so I think we should forgive each other. No point holding on to the past when we can have the future.
There can be two reasons why she's still ignoring you
1- she seriously do not care anymore and want nothing to do with you (in which case, you should let go, coz it's not worth it anymore)
2- it still affect her and she still couldnt let go of the past as well (in which case, you need to give her more time).
Which one is it?
Only time can tell. And all you can do is wait.
My advise? Let it be. Enjoy life. Let go of the past. If she's meant to be a part of your life, she'll be there in the future. Dont hold on to the past anymore. Look forward, sz.
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