May 28, 2008

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of all tse while since i left, she has never initiated a qn, a mail or feedback on us. of all tse while i just longed for frenship, a natural frenship. if i want to talk a million tngs y im not satis with how she handled the past, i cud. but i'd let go. i've forgiven the losses.

its this feeling tt u just wish she'd talk to you agn. care u in a way, as frens. so apparently, so apparently.. she seems to've let go. qn is.. let go of the past or the person(fren)?

i'd let go. but y on earth did i buy a gift. y on earth was i placed in indooroopilly mall on the nite of her b'day, given a million reasons i had to feel for her and buy her a gift. the hurt she's caused & nw bearing the risk of yet anther hurt. y does she fail to realise the imprnce of feedback? y does she fail to realise hw imprtnt it is to say i've received it & tq. y..

im very glad u're enjoying well. im also glad tt u've let go of a few past tenses. u rule. i don't. it will not take long to knw.. i already expected. if u remembered march last year, u were one of the many persons who supported me in this ordeal. she was a bit annoyed with the talk. after all, i always tght i wasn't anyth to her at all.

last wait is on 30th june. after tt, i knw, its enuf.. i've yearned for peace. if its nt given, i knw i will move on easily.

- to leeshi

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