my life~

It's been some time now~ :) listening to the sentiments of my music playing in this blog just zooms back to the times when I used to hear this often. *laughs at myself*- I must be a person of emotional beauty, I just cherish the times when I'm used to be.. so... myself`


life nowadays, okay... have been starting on med, wch is quite challenging and overloaded with jobs. I'm constantly working, having to enjoy and appreciate the job that I have. I knw I'm lucky to have been here~ and most likely extending next year, despite the tough chance of job space then~ *let off a breathe*~ fuff... I'm just tired~ probably it's encrypted to my life. to work hard~ and be determined to` :)

smetmes life has its ups and downs. you can be happy and sad the next time. be good and bad the other times. some good may be rich, some bad may be very bad too. but I guess from my life experience... we all need to be just keeping ourselves on. moving on.. that's the word. life is like an ocean wave, going up.. and down. my once very good buddy, advised me~ if you're in a good state, sure the next time will be bad... so be prepared and get used to it! I learnt from this... u knw its just normal and its part of life~

well let it be my career, for if I pursue my registrar level... my relationship, the distance afar yet the complex future uncertainties.. or my health, which will be unpredictable. you knw~ going thru the uni years, I learnt from my wonderful and hardened past, filled full of beautiful emotions, that... you can only wait one day that you'll live with glory~ keep on to yourself, be determined and love yourself, till one day... you'll find that life which will put a smile to your face` :)

that's what life is about. we will see goodness. we can only live towards that. I lived the life of wreck, the world of loneliness and now I'm used to it` I have goals now... I just want to achieve them, and go back home~ I know life is short` we need to make use of each of it. I just want to settle down and be loved~ that's all I ask for` tiring it is... but I know I can do it. that's my life~ I live to work, love and cherish the life around me. I knw I just have to chill.. and let time pass~

how many more emotions. :) I'm cut out of this crap now~ hadn't gone back to that for a loongg time.. I've got a lovely family and a lovely gf~ I've to thank god for this. Just wish everyone the best of health, cos nothing is more imprnt than that. wish all is good.. and I hope mine too.

Love,
Keith