23

remn at age of 23.
(to blog readers- tt means that)

currently, im living thru my holidays of dec and jan.. realising it is indeed a long holiday. i think 2 mnths of off-work is quite ample for anyone at all. thinking abt it.. holidays are fun but, they do make u rust to a certain extent u feel like going back to work agn. so yea my current feeling -_-'''

at age of 23, u begin to think lots of things. esp things tt matter with direction i.e. where your life leads. at 23, u might be working already, still studying.. or married & started ur own family. some ppl like to stay at their own sweet tender age of 23 meaning.. even at 30 they still want to be free & less responsible, either stay unmarried or married but w/o kids. there's no absolute choice but for me.. i'd always question myself, if im capable of owning a family yet. it takes a certain maturity to deal with a family situation.

regardless.. before even going to tt point, the 1st step is always finding a right partner. some ppl like it based on feelings.. if i find him likeable, likely i'd want him as my partner. others like to base their criteria on tangibility such as, if he's rich or she's gorgeous- i'd want it tt way. i guess the rest turns to fate- i knw one day if i meet my person on the white horse. i'll go with the flow.

to me, after reading wt i said, i realised im a person in between. i always belive in human chemistry. hw good u're with a person is based on it. i find the most likeable girls i meet are the ones i go easy with & interact deeply with. still, i prefer smeone who's pleasant looking, economically sound, family background, etc tgh i knw there's no way i can "choose" my partner in reality. the feelings tt come eventually will be the final decider. so in turn, it comes down to fate for whom you'll meet & who you'll get closer to.

after the whole rant abt love, the next imprnt thing is career. i find it interesting coz im going to be a new worker in 2 years time. with tt, i began to put my 1st tghts on money. hw shud i use it, wer shud i spend it, hw much shud i save for future use? its funny.. but imagine u're given ur 1st (let's say) $3000. wow.. tts a lot. by the time, i put it out for car loan, insurance, money for parents, food, social outings.. guess hw much wud remain. heh.. $100?

fuff.. tts quite a rant. in the end i guess.. living it is the most imprnt thing. live the every moment of your lives- at work, at play, with ur family & frens. living is a beauty, isn't it? tts y my blog is named live-in. ok i cya.. happy days in 2009. live it well this year :)

- keith