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life's okay
tgh at recent times.. i cud make a ref on smeone's post- 'i don't know wt im doing with my life'.. far as im concerned, my life cud be more or less.. maybe a lil'.. the same? well.. crap tt i love my life=job so well.. jst tght its all medical nw. wch brings me to 2day.. after pbl, its rest tme.. im just drained.

i took time to read a few articles on web to increase my med knwledge, at sme tme relaxing.. whilst browsing, i cme across a blog wch really had me to the times.. after reading, my heart softened n loosened its defence wch primarily agn isnt in favor of the type of life tt im leading.. it remained in my mind for a while.

i read en's blog. u can see the laughters.. the jubilant souls and warmth ard them wch seemed so destined to make a perfect family of christ ever wnted. en is just 18 when her mom passed away. it jst came to me tt its abt the life u lead. in her life, u see gestures of hope, care n love.. all combined. of coz whilst my pathetic soul comes to settle n accept love, i knew i had none to offer but to bless them with wt God has to offer them. n just keep them glorified.

i wonder wer is crysteen.. hope u're ok. rite.. bck to my ideal. tmrw is either jogging or solemn day. choose one. im stressed. go for a jog. overall im cool. except 4 the fact tt patience has its limits. if i were to find out ter r mind games or mine games, whatever it is.. u knw ters no way for persistence in faith. i'll rule it out.
read hui en's eulogy or visit her site :)

- keith