boo

dear boo,


it's probably one of those moods where I feel to type u a msg.. but felt to try a variety, that's y I'm typing this here on my blog` :) I just returned frm the shopping mall, wer I had indulged upon my lasagna, salad.. bought 1% dermaveen for my neck and just had grocery shopping. all that was alone, but I felt the strength to live it here.. cos I knw earning outside is not an opportunity most ppl in this world have, particularly of our country Brunei. therefore, i'm obliged to enjoy up to the best I can.. as at the same time, ters smeone far in another island caring for me, supporting me..and giving me the light that I'm not alone, and I can still form myself to be a better person in time to come.

boo, guess wt.. it's a surprise for you~ I received ur chocolates and yellow notes` ;) it is just 2day when I checked.. finally a bigger parcel of some sort arrived. it had rained yesterday, and frm the outside it was all wet but luckily you had it wrapped in the plastic post-bag so your notes were salvaged~ :) the chocs as you insisted were a bit away, so I had to dispose of them. altgh the notes were sparse, they were kinda cute and there-in were strong reminders of your promises, and strong urge to keep this love going. thnks dear~ it's not easy being in the situation we're in, and not of course to mention ur fickle-heart.. but hey sincerity wise, you knw you can always make it up with ur everlasting pure personality~ =)

life for us, love for us.. felt like it's a loong time.. to wait and seek it's glory~ but with each & everyday.. it's an experience of a lifetime of how much we feel.. how much we inspire.. and how much we adore of one another~ haf you ever felt this feeling, where it was never given.. never expected~ to find smeone just right and just of pure comfort, seemingly as if known for years.. for decades.. with the vow to stand by each other regardless of challenges, regardless of hardships in the long years ahead. this is the feeling I'm feeling.. and this is the way that I'm seeking for myself.. n ever if things go astray, you knw you can always rely on me to make things work it's way back` ;)

I'm still a positive man.. and I knw deep in my heart, ters a reason for everyth. as the reason I'm abroad.. and as the reason I've met you.. n the reason for every challenges we face frm the start~ oh well.. dear~ time flies n as like you said.. it will not be long b4 we will have our time in Brunei wer we can enjoy Tutong beach and the away-city residents n market` :) (as you knw me, I always love tutong).

of all ppl, you knew what has been my main prority.. so thnks for willing to stand by me as I work to achieve my goal~ it's not too long till I get the chance to form a decent, new concrete block, just like what your dad is doing now.. improving ur home and making sure you've a nice and comfy place to stay` =) as for the moment, you knw I will just work, enjoy and love in every way I can~ please tk, and may God bless in everyth you do.. I will always want you to be a happy girl regardless.. <3 you boo.

- keith