July 24, 2011

last remn

25.7.11- 08.39 pm
2nite.. I was brought to reminisce once again, with final days of my stay left here in Brissie. I decided to ride to the city after a tiring day of much packing.. experiencing a once, very familiar scene- the lonesome-ness.. the evening skies.. serene air.. gorgeous river casting a reflection frm lit city buildings and its ppl.. passing by you, as if time does not tick even a single bit.

as usual, my ipod kept me company with beautiful songs.. as I visualised the scene wch had been revolving ard me for the past 6 years.. smetmes just mere independence & courage.. and smetmes very much uncertainty & agony. the experience, feeling and emotions that'd come with it cud not be described with words. as too, the growth wch followed, after a period of very stiff test.

I was really blessed to go thru this. now.. after having overcome the ultimate barrier, I stand by here feeling like a totally freed person. as if my life is anew~ and I'm given the chance to live a totally different life now. I just wanna thank everyone and God for this. this is just... speechless*

earlier, when I was packing and browsing thru my old notes.. I just wondered how did I manage to complete such complicated scientific essays and assignments o_o then I realised, I'd been really persistent then.. taking things step by step, altgh my writing was hardly legible. not to mention all the theories I learnt during the early days wch was actually more difficult than my last years of clinical med.

as I packed and sealed the boxes, I stood there for a while.. wch then reality strike & I cud not believe that I was going to leave Brisbane for good. that I wasn't going back to visit for a while.. the place wer I experienced, grew and changed for the better. I will definitely miss you, Brisbane :')

uni is def one of the nicest places ard, wer I spent time dwelling into books & creating memories. I had the chance to walk ard the scenic environment on graduation day with my sis and parents. grad was good. altgh it was meant to be the best, I just felt that.. life does not just stop here. ters more to it. im really at the beginning of a new road. out of academy. now, into workforce & personal life` :)

But b4 that, I will be spending long 5 months in home country for a break. here, I will rest.. enjoy.. review my life over b4 I start off to a hectic, working journey for rest of my life. I hope to get a place next year, also preparing enough b4 embarking to next year's challenge. I hope to make best use of my life for self, parents & ppl out there.

alrighty, time to do sme finishing touches. I shall see you all soon buddies in Brunei ;)

this is going to be my last remn, for all that's in Brisbane.


love,
keith

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You look good in your regalia. Well done Swait Zin. See you soon *smiley face*