26

:) i guess this is now huh.. 26.

i guess i'd like to take this time to reminisce once again.. like i do every year. being at this age 26, you're considered not too young.. yet not too old. and its indeed the best time to go forth and achieve smeth in life while you're still alive in this world. still, its never too late if you're in ur 30s or 40s cos life itself is unique, and ters never time limits if you're determined. so yea.. but to me, life itself has just begun. a new phase of life. and of a different kind :)

i could not emphasize hw much, the past decade has been imprnt to me. i've grown n changed. to the extent wer i feel more confident nw.. more solid when handling life n its issues. i used to be very emotional, but i've grown out of that phase. all in all, the main theme of past years has been revolved around getting myself to secure a stable career & also facing the numerous points in dealing with relationships and its emotions.

i can still vividly remember the times when i just got out of high school, being dreamy -_-''' listening to Gigi's mesmerizing 'suddenly this summer' to the day when i entered the local university, not very confident of my future prospect. i also remembered the days when i step-footed on new Brissie, having to stride along the stony paths of the university to the remote library on weekends to the times when my life changed anew on meeting friends who accepted me for who i am n supported me thru the vast difficult times.

regardless, my parents are still the one who'll always be there for me when i need them. im very blessed they are still here to be able to give me their love till this day when i've sustained my achievement. and i can't wait for the day when i put on my black robe and white hood, whilst enjoying the moment with them :)

i guess for me now, its just the matter of enjoying life b4 i embark onto the 'only 1 month' annual leave working life. i can't imagine myself working.. -_-''' given im a knacker for sleep n aft naps. but $ will def drive me on ;P ;P my mates regardless, will start the same time as me- next year so just keep on. you guys will get there :)

i can't wait to fest on my blackforest cake and be back home to enjoy my xbox, the company of my frens n visit empire hotel h0pefully to stay 1-2 nights, enjoying the spa and the aww.. facilities. lol. and perhaps help my parents to work or visit my grannies for a while :)

my motive in life for the next couple of years has not changed. i still want to meet Gigi Leung..! HAHA.. i want to earn a house for my parents. and of course, i want to marry early.. but no one wants me yet.. -_-''' hoho.. we will see who's the lucky girl *this guy really doesn't want face*. and i think loyalty test has just taken its toll! lol.. i'll leave with 8 bonus tracks: gigi- STS6, cheer- jealousy, andy hui- 2, Snsd- gee, paramore- the only exception, aki toyosaki- harukaze shun pu and 2 anime instrumentals =)

with love,
keith