road

its a deep topic, but tght i'd get around it.

there's a certain time in life wer u'd realise, u'll be more uptight to thinking. thinking especially about the two sorts of aspects of life which is 1) meaning & 2) reason.

as i found out, these tghts typically boil like mad when i was reaching my early 20s. as you grow older, you generally give way either after u chose to ignore or you had already made the decision where u ought to be going. still occasionally when life is not right or sufficient, you'd go back to that step to try to make a change.

i've been in brisbane for 4 years now. its funny to say but i like to reason or question things.. why am i here. what am i doing. how long should i be here in brisbane. the exact face answer to this is actually st8 forward. im here to do medicine. its a 7 year course. im here to learn the ways to be independent & such.

but when u think back of the so many things that happened in life. do they have a reason?
- what is the reason behind the so many things that've changed. ppl once significant, no longer are.
- what is the meaning behind the life that's there for me to change. is it necessary? the heartaches, the forgotten & the ever awkward?

as the present unfolds itself, it's beautiful. we continue to grow, everyone of us, in different paths. we advance to build a better future. i learn from my mentors to just keep a cool mind and live it wonderfully. that may be the reason i did stop to question myself, when you know life is not just a one-way street with one meaning & purpose but is a diverse road of possibilities.

- keith