愛得起

14th feb, 09

an update.
life has been pretty busy i guess, for this med rotation. most time is taken up in the wards. i remember just yest, i spent the whole 18 hrs up from 8 in the morn till the late hours of 11.30pm for admissions. got back home at 1am & had to be in hospital the next 4 hrs.

ironically, i did not feel tired. the whole interest is driving me on. i had to take care of a pt who had seizures & multiple psychosocial comorbidities. i also got to witness a spinal tap procedure done by my med reg. being in royal brisbane really gave lots of hands on experience clinically, esp in preparing for the exams. of coz this is not w.o. self doubt on my career.

whenever i feel tired, i always relayed myself back to the fact.. its not just me who's going thru this. evryone in this world going thru different paths also face challenges. similar they had to wake up early in the mornings, get to their workplace, often get out of their comfort zones to fight thru competitions. im also reminded hw blessed i am to be put in this career, be able to make use of life to work & help ppl.

starting my ipod also gave me soothness.. the drive.. viz the voice & melody of an idol. gigi leung is a perfect e.g. of a person of growing age indulging in life's fullness. she's always kept to her values, work thru & has been persistent in her field. tgh she is turning 33, she's an inspiration & role model to me. im always reminded of hw hardworking & positive she is.

this feb she has a new film "愛得起" release date- 14th feb & upcoming new album after 2 years. i've waited so looongg.. so loong.. -_- haha..

as i go thru time, i become more bland. my feelings are subtle. i'm more independent nw. i feel.. life is nw a more personal thing. i'm keeping to my values & i knw one day, i'll see thru it. present '愛得起'.



- keith