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when i looked back, i realised i've gone thru 4-5 years of tough times. uni years.. are hard but you are taught to live. when i tght back, i noticed change in each step. i'm very different frm hw i was 4 years ago.

i learnt to live. many times, i'd come across things tt are hard for me. things tt cudn't be solved, its heart-breaking. when this happens, i'd tumble for a while.. with support, slowly pick myself up and fight back the feelings. ter's no other way. once it happens, u just gotta let go..

frm tse times, i learnt the most important thing is to love yourself. always remain positive, cont to build urself up despite things tt aren't going ard well for you. always bless the other person in ur heart, despite feelings tt are so unhelpable. coz u knw one day, u guys will be smiling to each other again.. who knws even sitting down, chatting along.

regardless, hw things may be. its always a decision to let go. i've let go many times and i did not regret. i wudn't mourn repetitively coz its useless. i just knw we've to make use of our life, while we still can.. being joyful, being blessed.. bcoz things like tt aren't always there. we have to stand up for ourselves.

you're the 4th influential. you held ur hands on my shoulders just like the 3 others. i've always told myself to keep you as a fren, no matter wt. when i held disappoinment, i decided to let go. i cud never guess hw you are sincere to me, nor cud i understand some of the things u did smetmes. nevertheless, i just want time to heal.. im sure things will be good soon.

i believe one day, we will meet.. to me, this one is a very small problem compared to the last 3. we will meet.. and definitely, we will be in sizzler again :)

- keith