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its hazy atm. reminds me of bush fires a decade ago causing a huge blaze in asia. bris is alwez well-kwn for fresh air. clear skies. hope haze goes off soon. nite full moon. beg of new mnth. counting the mnths. 3 mnths left of academy. exam is near.

wt to say? life is still plain bread.. exciting yet limited. if i can stick a needle onto a person's ass, i find it interstng. on other hand, its all the same. tts all i can do. but uea.. im still learning with heart. so its nt a bad tng. 4 weeks- preg, infertility, Down's, BPH. hmm.. all tis. cnt find anywy n time to review my last sem notes. n i knw ters a huge anatomy fest coming soon later on, giving me creeps. plus nerves -_- but so far is okay..

besides academy, feelings
2 nites bck, i dreamt.. gt caught with a serious illness.. dr said i cud live no more a yr. in tt dream, i felt smethn as if i nevr felt b4. feeling wt unlucky ones feel is so unreal until wn it hits u.. in tt dream, i felt as tgh my legs slowly cramped.. its muscular dystrophy. i constantly feel weak in my legs n cudn get up to walk as time passes by. fuff.. wn i woke up, its jst lucky tt is all jst a dream. my cousin died frm tt disease sme tme ago.

"if ter is smeone im gna think of, y wud it.. nt haf to be me?" thinking bck.. tngs change. tngs ought to be left behind smehw.. im still getting onto as it is..

ppl.. to wish for? let me wish 'u' all the best in ur work n life. and 'u' tt u're safe n sound.. i was a bit worried. 'u' a great b'day.. dun be too emotional. 'me' fuff.. i dunno. wish tt i'd go on smoothly..
p.s. dream listening to tis song.. :)

- keith