tonite is detachment nite. no work.. just nite-dreaming, taking life slowly, looking rnd, reminiscing? not at all. im nt gonna even use my brain to dwell pasty. just on cheer's music, slow flow, steamy waves.. taking life slowly. dreaming..
i think tis is the only time i have to detach. ive been caught up too mch with lectures, LOs, uni life in itself is.. drastic. tght i needed to at least have a time wer i can 'not think anythn'. yawn. obviously, the med school is trying to kill us. in two weeks, we have to complete all the lungs. next two weeks we have to fin the heart. crazy..
life in itself.. tmrw ters another care grp. dunno if i shud go.
in here, i can say im nt monotonic. im still human.. bt all i care nw is self. 'unsadly' to say, life is present. with all, i wnt to make use of self fully.
waffling self-pity. hmm.. lucky to think its grieve so its temporary. nw its way better and it'll be gone. 2 years min at least. my typical window period.. for letting go a tng.
ppl- i had the most convincing note frm a fren. tt says evrythn tt i need to knw. im glad to 've knwn tis fren. 'm glad to have initiated effort to knw tis person :)
remioromen- 9th march. in tribute to 1 litre. very highly-motivating drama n soothing music. next 3 dys- be keith
p.s. erika here is so out-matched.. for her performance
--> BoA- pit-a-pat --> cheer- self
either one- based on votes
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